A silent cinema tattered on my face A symphony only I can hear Monotonous reminders of every shortcoming A memorial of war souvenirs Mirror mirror Tell me a lie Quash the battle waging inside
Eeeeeek… (Journal Entry)
June 20, 2021 by Leave a Comment
OMG… I just saw some stupid video I made years ago about my alleged sobriety. I was so messed up back then. It’s all a blur. I dont remember much, but what I do remember is that my brain was shot. It was like I could literally feel the PTSD pulsing through my membrane, which made it very hard to think straight. I was angry, erratic, unreasonable, on edge. I felt like I was a passenger on someone else’s ride.
Sobriety is a Gift (Poem)
June 19, 2021 by Leave a Comment
I tripped over a lot of curbs Trespassed on many yards Jumped over a lot of fences Walked miles around many blocks I got bagged into many wards Looking like I ought to be there Acting like it’s not my fault Spitting at everyone in sight
Forget or Be Forgotten (Poem)
June 17, 2021 by Leave a Comment
I was born at a very young age Naturally, life was very hard For some reason I never recieved the handbook on how to live So I became an alcoholic Alcohol was never a problem for me In fact, it was the solution for everything
Ready… Fire… AIM (Poem)
June 14, 2021 by Leave a Comment
Ready… Fire… AIM… Why do I miss again and again? I hit everything except for the mark And when it’s over I take it to heart I blame the sheeple Blame the law Blame the fool DAMN THE HOOPLA I’m surrounded by morons Oh hither be
Purgatory (Poem)
June 3, 2021 by Leave a Comment
Vested under the shadowy veil of oblivion My inner chambers are overflown Satiated in irony A lust for all things dark and loathsome And a vigor to purge all defectiveness from the recesses of my purgatory
Pop Culture Purge (Poem)
May 26, 2021 by 2 Comments
It’s been a minute since somebody asked me how I feel Or said the words that let me know that anything is real I ask those questions that nobody wants to think about Too busy keeping up on selfish people gettin clout
I got no Twitter, Tik Tok, Facebook, Snap Chat, Instagram Don’t give a clap about the Grammy’s or what trends are
Beautiful Darkness (Poem)
May 24, 2021 by Leave a Comment
Rueful and groaning in the mire Tempest floods Enduring each day with yawning obscurity Daubed as worthless scum Cleft by the scourge of detractors Insipid, embittered, besmirched
Befuddled (Poem)
May 18, 2021 by Leave a Comment
Why did I pick you? It’s such a puzzle I lost my wit Inside your pit You had me at befuddled
The Gaslight List (Poem)
May 16, 2021 by 3 Comments
The List, The List Anything but the list Place any burden on me Just don’t go down the list Isn’t it exhausting? To keep tabs on every slight? Every argument? Every rumor? Every paranoid, homespun lie?
