Git Her Dun

I got mad shit to do today. I don’t know how I’ll get it all done. I have to get a new lease so I can get notarized to buy a mailbox to receive packages so I can buy clothes cuz I’ve officially grown into a size 14 and few of my pants fit. I […]

I need a new notebook

SooOooOo… I’ve decided my main project should be Searching the Scripturez. I fully realized this project while working a double. SooOooOo… I was taking notes on the same notepad as my work notepad. I fully realize now that I need to take serious notes on a dedicated notebook with sticky pads and alla dat. I’m […]

Intake Issues

I feel like the mental/behavioral health field sets people up for disaster from the point of intake. The majority of peop11d set do last le coming in struggle with PTSD. Then they must go from one place to another seeking services where they are forced to endure the same ridiculously trauma-uninformed intake. Imagine you been […]

MTV ‘Music’

I was watching MTV music videos earlier and I was mortified. Is that really what the music scene is like right now? Dear Lord in the heavens heLp us please. Just a bunch a leotard wearing sellouts trying to act like they got something to say but they ain’t saying nothing… The eNd is NeAr…

Listening to the Scripturez

I’m trying to listen to the whole Bible by the end of the year. I’m in Deuteronomy. Moses is telling them what a bunch of pussy azz jiggaz they are and warned them not to become like the nations around them. As is listen, I’m taking notes so I can connect the dots so I […]

Here Comes Winter

I been looking like total buttpuss for days cuz im tired from the weather change, I have an annoying zit on my face and I don’t feel like doing my makeup. I need new clothes cuz I’m getting too large and it’s time to get new clothes anyway. Afterpay charged me $157 but I didn’t […]

Long Day

I just need to hang in here a little longer. Hopefully, next month I’ll get the administrators position, then I can make my own schedule. I also have other opportunities coming through. I just hope I can finish up with this shelter job so I can get my reward. They say if I go another […]

I Think I’m in a Relationship

Its like he just snuck his way into my life after I tolt him I didn’t want a boyfriend. What do you call it when someone is always there for you, checking up on you, bringing you food, giving encouragement, making sure you get home in a cab when you work late at night, helping […]

Learning the Scripturez

From my experience, learning the Scripturez is not about going to Bible camp. It’s something that is ingrained in my heart. I was never a fan of Church but I knew that the Message of “Christ” was something that was truly important and relevant in this world. So I kept an open heart and listened […]

The Dragon is Coming

Oh God… I’m really losing my shit. I just feel so incomplacent. At least I have one person who has been here for me out here in Staten Island. This is the second time I ended up out here by myself with nobody I know. Last time it ended in disaster. I don’t think it […]