
There was nothing I wasn’t addicted to Everthing I ever enjoyed turned into to ‘do more get more’ Obsessing over everything Anything that happened had something to do with me Or so I thought Compulsively doing things that made no sense That I didn’t even want to do That I scorned myself for doing as I continued doing it Nothing was ever my fault I was a victim of circumstances that led me to defeat And when I hit rock bottom I stayed there and wallowed in it At some point in my neverending pity run My knowledge and wisdom ear began to bud