The Big Day

Today’s the big day ya’ll. I’m giving up on life. I’m cereal this time. I’m tired of being tired of being tired of being tired. I still can’t take dumps. Not even $600 medication is stimulating my bowels. I feel so melancholy. I just want to crawl out of my skin. I’m broke and out of shape. I can’t breathe. I’m sick of the same old shit. I want to punch someone in the face. I keep breaking out in painful zits along my jawline. I can’t do anything I want to do at this rehab. My peer support training seems like it’s taking forever. I got no clothes. No coat. My shoes are worn out. I gotta get surgery on my tooth, but I don’t have money for he stupid xray. I gotta get my wisdom teeth pulled. And a whole bunch of other shit I can’t say. And last but not least…


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