Viva la Rebellion
I have firmly decided that I absolutely must do the 90 meetings in 90 days. It’s the only way I’m going to get myself motivated to truly work the program. Just my luck, the first meeting I went to in my 90/90 challenge was the most boringest AA meeting of all times.
Tomorrow I’m going down yonder to finalize my applications for my CRPA and CASAC training. The internship only pays $100 per week for twelve weeks, but if I’m awesome they’ll hire me. Plus, I need the hours. Don’t nobody wanna hire somebody with no hours regardless of how many certifications they hold. I know they’ll hire me cuz I’m awesome. Plus, I grasp the concept of peer support better than most trainees.
I been watching ASsTubes about narcissistic Lizardome and it made me sick to my stomach. I had to stop watching. It was giving me unbearable flashbacks. The main things that stuck out is that Lizardz need constant reactions from people or they feel like life is inadequate. Reactions including terror, overwhelming empathy and sympathy, adoration, yadda yadda. And also that when Lizardz are upset and reigning argumentative terror and insults upon you they never actually look at you.
TheSeedSowerz 