Pity Party (Poem)

I’m throwing a pity party And no one’s invited There will be no balloons And no excitement I don’t want to hear all the silly things you think I want to hear And don’t dare say, “It’s gonna be alright And you’re gonna be okay” I just wanna be left alone with my dark forboding thoughts Grandiose my obstacles Catastrophize my faults The whole world is full of morons And I’m done hearing all that noise I’m sick of waiting around for better days Or for truth to have a voice

No Win Game (Poem)

Crying in my pillow 2 o’clock in the morning Thinking how much I hate myself And my stupid fucking life Wishing I wasn’t so fucking weird Knowing time don’t turn back Counting none my blessings Measuring up to worthless I don’t know where I’m going But I sure know where I’ve been And I’m tired of playing this no win game I don’t see the point of it anymore