Viva la Rebellion
The dude at the Recovery Coach internship that I’m gonna do after the Peer Specialist training is pushing the CASAC training on me hard body. I guess I’m gonna do it. I meet with him on Wed. Hopefully they’ll give me money. And it needs to allow room for a job.
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I’m so tired and depressed I can’t think. I know there’s a lot of stuff I need to do but I can’t cuz I got brainfog. I hate this weather. Waaaah…
I been watching ASsTubes about narcissistic Lizardome and it made me sick to my stomach. I had to stop watching. It was giving me unbearable flashbacks. The main things that stuck out is that Lizardz need constant reactions from people or they feel like life is inadequate. Reactions including terror, overwhelming empathy and sympathy, adoration, yadda yadda. And also that when Lizardz are upset and reigning argumentative terror and insults upon you they never actually look at you.
TheSeedSowerz 
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