Viva la Rebellion
Last time I got sober I went through the Pink Cloud Syndrome, which lasted for ten months and ended in broken windows and a trip to the psych ward followed by a devastating relapse. At the time I was unaware of the pink cloud. I didn’t find out about the pink cloud until 1 1/2 years later when I entered rehab.
“How dare anyone tell me I have a problem. I have been wronged. I have been mistreated. Everyone on the planet is a complete moron. I’m sick of being told I need to wait on the sidelines and accept the fact that I am doomed to destruction because everyone else has a problem. If I am forced to eat everyone else’s shit then I’m gonna drink while I do it so you can save the wagon for someone else…”
My excuses for drinking could go on and on for days…
Living gets harder
Day by day
Time don’t stop
Tears don’t fade
The world gets dumber
The tides don’t change
The only thing that gets better is the smartphone craze
Is there anybody out there?
Is anything real?
All the world is a hoax
You can’t cry when you can’t feel
There’s no sight when you look away
You can’t fight what you won’t stop
